To be quite honest, I need to sort my life out

I've started feeling like I'm caring less and less about my work recently, and to be fair this needs to change quite swiftly before i end up completely flunking this whole year.

I 've had quite alot of things go on in my home life recently that I think have really gotten to me, which is understandable. I'm not going to mention what they are but they are pretty big. I'm not a person who shows there emotions atall really and instead of having a good cry about it I seem to have chanelled it all into getting into ridiculous states and staying up for 24hours straight partying.

As much fun as this all is its starting to have an impact on my health, its taken a couple of friends pointing out that they were really quite worried for me to see that my lifestyle at the moment needs to change.

So goodbye going out atleast twice a week, getting completely wrecked and staying up till 9am the next day.. and hello to chanelling all of this enthusiasm and excitement into my work.

Lets see how long it'll last...